Thursday, 27 November 2014

screwed up thursday night.
just want to finish my tutorial and sleep. 
srsly, if you cnt even trust me to not cheat on you, then what else is there to talk about it anymore?

don't even know what i am feeling right now.
disappointment? anger? frustration?
right now,
i just wish i have a heart of stone.
so i can just concentrate on my work.
but i can't.

i'm a loser who can't even multitask.
well done amelia.

Tuesday, 11 November 2014

Relationships,

Relationships are something that I guess makes even the smartest, strongest, wisest, bravest, fall on their feet. 
You met someone, he holds your hand, give you flowers, say good morning, good night, send you sweet messages, ugly selfies and before you know it, someday you will realize, you are in love. 
You go out on dates, at first its awkward, then slowly things get better, you are on a roller coaster that you think only goes up and only up, there is no way, its ever going to go down. 
But as days past, you realize, there are things that you don't like about each other, 
And you realize its not always 
Sunshine, 
Unicorns, 
Rainbows, 
There are days where its raining, 
Raining like pouring kind of raining, 
Thunders striking everywhere, 
Fire burning like its never going to stop, 
Wind blowing until its freezing, 
And in those moments, what they never tell you is how you feel like crying, 
How you can only think of each other when you are in the middle of class, 
How you can spend the entire night laying on the floor looking at one picture of each other and before you know it, its already 2am in the morning, 
How you can not do anything, like you lost your ability to function when things go wrong, 
That's what they never told you, 

They never told you too how much you can love and hate the person at the same time, 
How sometimes you just want to see each other because by seeing each other, everything feels much better even though in reality it still suck 
And what they never tell you is how you can still be so madly in love with each other and even when you fight, you still know, yeah he is the one that i want to do this with. 

Thursday, 6 November 2014

Friday, finally.



Finally, its friday!
Can't express how happy I am to be able to end off a tiring week (¤﹏¤)

Anyway, I must say my November kind of started off really well :)
First of all is my results, and I was really really amazed.
It's truly all by God's grace that I am able to get such grades, and its the highest I ever gotten in my three semesters in Ngee Ann.
What a timely moment to know my results, I am going to work even harder this semester to pull up my grades :)



Okay, but anyway, here's some update about the first week of November thus far!

1. First assignment for Semester 2.2 [DONE]
That's right, just few days back I completed my first assignment this semester and truly by God's grace again I think I manage to did it pretty alright.
I'm glad the first assignment started off really well and I hope I will be able to keep this up till this semester is over.
Here's some pictures :)





And at night, I met my boy for our monthsary dinner (◠‿◠✿)
We went to have Mookata @ Upper Thomson Road.
Location: 908H Upper Thomson Road




It was nothing fancy, but simple dinners like these is good enough already :')
Thank you for the past two months of adventure, I love you hehehe.  (◡‿◡✿)

The next day, had dinner at our workplace with my happy pills!

Not even half of what we ate 〜( ̄▽ ̄〜)(〜 ̄▽ ̄)〜







I am terribly blessed to have this bunch of people with me especially in times like these.
I can't imagine what this whole period would be like without every single one of you.
Thank you :')

Today I spend the day at my boys house doing schoolwork.



I manage to establish friendship with Boney. 

School starts at 9am tomorrow, lets hope I am able to wake up. HAHAHAAHA 

Tuesday, 4 November 2014

Hello November,



2014 is ending soon, hang in there amelia, you can do this.